by now, if you are reading this, i will be dead. 
this is my manifesto.

i will have done this because i am fed up with everything. 
i go to school and get relentlessly bullied.
sorry for hiding this on your site, charlie.
if you are reading this charlie, then i'm sorry. i know i was
your bestfriend but i couldn't do it anymore. 
nothing was good enough for you.
it never was.
you were always mean and such a toxic friend
because you would make fun of my weight,
height, and way i talk
because i have braces.
you just made it worse than it needed to be.
i will have made it look like she did it, you know who i'm talking
about. you, in fact, do know who i am talking about charlie.
your probably freaking crying over it, how you think that it was
an accident,
that she just turned one day,
it was all just a freak accident.
nope.
i planned it.
i gave her the supplies.
as i'm typing this i'm uploading chat logs between us.
one of them is called mcburger_friendchatlogs2014.html
i planned this
all along it was me
i should have never done it,
planting that bomb.
it was made by a guy named "pointdrop13" on some tor site.
i think what (This data was not archived by the ExplorationCDN. Visit https://explorationcdn.neocities.org/corruption for details)
i'd give you his address,
but i'm not a snitch.
you are the fucker in this situation,
the fucker who ruined my whole life.
you gaslighted me,
threatend me,
and overall ruined my life.
i hope you know you were the fucker who did this, actually.
yes, i'm gaslighting you.
the tears are dripping my keyboard as i type this.
because i know
tommorow my brains will be shattered all over the school walls.
it's impossible not to be nervous in these type of situations,
oh,
and by the way,
she plans to kill herself, too.
with the bomb.
so two fucking lives will be lost.
i hope you know that.
it's your fault.
i hope you know that.
i forgot you.

hank going dark.